Thursday, January 13, 2011

To Love or not to Love?

How can a feeling that is so completely not tangible, consume the being that is my heart? Why is it so easy to care so deeply for someone who gives you nothing but happiness? I guess there is fear in losing that, in making wrong decisions that would eventually lead to the worst case scenario, the break up. I mean I am always so sure about things but this one little feeling rocks my world. I think I value myself and who I am as a person and feel that I finally found someone who sees me as, I know it sounds conceited, but as great as I see myself. I'm not saying worship or anything like that but respects me and who I am. He loves me for my faults and my attributes. It's a really hard thing to accept and not question, but with him I have been able to quite well. I am just so happy and its like the pieces in my life are falling together. Just so you all know I have had a bunch of interviews this week, yea I am worn down and tired from it all, but it was so exciting to know that I get to make a decision on my career path. I get to say yes or no and have options. Now it's just up to which road to go. He's helped so much, and I think he doesn't even realize it. We haven't seen eachother for a couple days with all my LSAT studying, interviews and time with Monkey( My best friend, just a nick name not an mean cover name or anything ;) ). I need him and time with him just like I need time with her. They are a huge part of my support system and each have monumental things to say and do in my life. How did I get so lucky?




Do you have anyone in your life that means as much to you, or supports you in the things you do? Have you told them how much they mean to you yet?


Love,
Corinne
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2 comments:

  1. Pro LibertateJanuary 13, 2011 at 1:16 PM

    I used to. But then my world came crashing down around me. Now things are so far up in the air that I am having to rediscover new things and take each day as they come. I don't know what my future or career is going to hold for me. I don't know who or when or if I will fall in love again. All I can do is hope, live, laugh, love and see what comes of it all.
    I love you, miss you and hope that nothing but the best happiness keeps coming to you. Good luck on your interviews and I hope you get offers from them all so you can choose the best for you.

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  2. UnknownJanuary 20, 2011 at 2:22 PM

    Thanks love, I wish you all the best and all the happiness in the world. All I can say is take it a day at a time, that is ultimately the best way to go through life. I even do that because if you look too far into the future then you miss out on the here and now. I love you and miss you.

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